Don't apologise mags I completely understand where you're coming from, there is nothing quite so good as a cigarette for all sorts of moments in your life. I just wish I could stop salivating every time I smell somebody else's smoke, it'll pass I'm sure.
I'm not saving the money Anne, it was only ever £10 a week at most I used to smoke tiny rollies, a friend of mine called them prison fags! But I'm wishing I had done now, I've put on half a stone and on the verge of needing a whole new wardrobe! Must stop snacking, I never realised how much of an appetite suppressant smoking was and its that old oral gratification that you miss as well. Wonder how else I can satisfy that! Anyway, I'll get the weight thing under control at some point, its better for you than smoking or that's what all the propaganda says at any rate.
Sara